Lisaq Does Dallas-Part 2
If you missed Part I, you can read it here: Lisaq Does Dallas-Part I. And be sure to read Eathan's posts as well: Lisaq finally meets Eathan and Sexual Tension Builds.
You all know by now that sex is not a casual thing for me. I don't do FWB relationships anymore and I don't do one night stands. Sex for me is more about connection and intimacy. I don't have sex just to get an itch scratched. I don't take sex casually or lightly. I just don't.
I know what you're going to say, I obviously didn't take that approach with Eathan. And you'd be right. It was one of those rare occasions when lisaq decided to throw caution to the wind and just enjoy herself.
And can I just say, holy crap! I definitely did enjoy myself. I'm not going into all the details. You can read Eathan's post for that.
Up front let me say that I did definitely feel a connection with Eathan. If I hadn't, there would have have been an awkward "see you tomorrow" moment rather than mind blowing sex. Yes, I said mind blowing.
But it was more than just the sex. I felt completely at ease and comfortable. He was amazingly in tune with me and literally left me speechless. And me speechless is a rare damn thing indeed.
And I'll be honest. There were moments when I wondered why the hell don't I do this more often. When I thought that I must be insane to not throw caution to the wind and enjoy myself on a regular basis. Not because I had an itch that needed scratched, not because I was curious about sex with a black man, but because in the months that we had been talking and getting to know each other I came to care about him as a person and I have missed that kind of connection in my life.
Tune in tomorrow for Part 3!
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